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ANXIETY & MIXED EMOTIONS EP


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1. I'M ENOUGH

You think you know me now

And that we're so in love

I hate to say you're wrong


Cause I don't know myself

Or what I want

Sorry if I take too long


I just get so sentimental

I have my days where I feel mental

I doubt myself just a little


But I know

That I'm enough, I'm enough, yes I'm enough

I'm enough, I'm enough, yes I'm enough


No I'll just let you down

And hurt you so much

Til you're gone


This is old known ground

And it hurts my soul

Knowing I can't be the one


I just get so sentimental

I have my days where I feel mental

I doubt myself just a little

But I know

That I'm enough, I'm enough, yes I'm enough

That I'm enough, I'm enough, yes I'm enough

That I'm enough, I'm enough, yes I'm enough

That I'm enough, I'm enough, yes I'm enough



2. HARD WAY

You see I'm all out of money, I'm down on my knees just to pray

If I hadn't learned things the hard way, I wouldn't be begging today

So please sir, need some of your cash, know you got it

Or better, a place I can stay

'Cause I'm lost, I feel lost


Spiritual miracle seeing faces on the wall

Each one's saying something hard to listen to them all

Pardon my mistakes, I was under the impression

That no matter which ones I made I'd still teaching myself a lesson


But I forgot the rule for breaking all the rules

Don't let it become a habit that's lifestyle I choose

And apparently, I made that a habit

No happy, just sadness, I want it, don't have it


You see I'm all out of money, I'm down on my knees just to pray

If I hadn't learned things the hard way, I wouldn't be begging today

So please sir, need some of your cash, know you got it

Or better, a place I can stay

'Cause I'm lost, I feel lost


These empty pleasures got me feeling down, down, down, down, down low, low, low

But bottle service on the rooftop was nice

Money in ice, word of advice, it don't float

I know, I know, I know, I know that I was wrong to be waiting for you

But ignorance is still worse than the truth

So here's my own warning to you


You see I'm all out of money, I'm down on my knees just to pray

If I hadn't learned things the hard way, I wouldn't be begging today

So please sir, need some of your cash, know you got it

Or better, a place I can stay

'Cause I'm lost, I feel lost



3. ANXIETY & MIXED EMOTIONS

I started down the highway running from my feelings

Said I'm never going back cause I don't wanna feel it

Pardon my intrusion, got nowhere to stay

I've been going through it feeling down these days


Oh I'm ready to go, I'm ready to grow

Do it all on my own

Oh I'm ready to see, what this world has for me

And do it all on my own


Tell me no one's perfect so I feel okay

Then tell me that I'm worth it and you want me to stay

I've tried explaining everything I think about

But that's long overdue, we've moved past that now


Oh I'm ready to go, I'm ready to grow

Do it all on my own

Oh I'm ready to see, what this world has for me

Do it all on my own


Oh I'm ready to go, I'm ready to grow

Do it all on my own

Oh I'm ready to see, what this world has for me

Do it all on my own


Ooooo

Ahhhhh

Ooooo

Ahhhhh


Started down the highway running from my feelings

Said I'm never going back cause I don't wanna feel it



4. BEYOND THE VIEW

I saw you through a telescope

A million miles away in the night

A partial glimpse of subtleties far beyond the view of naked eyes


I mapped the course of shooting stars

Sent from you as hints of who you are

I lost sight of you in the black, caught up searching for the traits you lack


But the distance is the lesser crime done


I know this hurts, it's not the first

But it is the worst, you deserve

More than me, I hope you see

Love is lost and I can't be

The saving light of your life

In the dark I must hide

To keep you safe, far from hate

I hope you know


You deserve better, better

You deserve, you deserve better

You deserve better, better

You deserve, you deserve better

Than me


What I’m searching for I do not know

Maybe I can’t comprehend your light

Oh my head, ‘round and ‘round it goes

Looking back I wish we took our time


But it’s not a waste

This game we play

It’s all for what we learn

And if we choose to break

Or hesitate

Take it for what it's worth


But the distance is the lesser crime done


I know this hurts, it's not the first

But it is the worst, you deserve

More than me, I hope you see

Love is lost and I can't be

The saving light of your life

In the dark I must hide

To keep you safe, far from hate

I hope you know


You deserve

You deserve

You deserve

You deserve better


5. DOODLES FROM A MUSIC STORE

(Instrumental)

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